Friday, January 25, 1985 (age 13)

Today was pretty neat. We had Health and it wasn't as great as I had expected - Tyler just talked to Kelsey and Lacey.
Oh - wow - this is so depressing - but - I am becoming (if not already) desperate. It sounds pretty gross huh? Well, I don't know - I want him SO fucking bad! At skating I told Kelsey *I* was going to ask him out - then I told her to write him a note telling him that I liked him, etc. This is becoming so crazy! I NEED him - my life is nothing without him. Oh help! I think I may be going mad...